Ansel
woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 248
Right now
heading to the larder to eat
energy credits60
fed0
warm98
health0
Who they are
drawn to others24
grit47
curiosity54
stubbornness41
Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: make sure nobody dies hungry.
What they have done
Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.
Yesterday they scored 0.
Conversations
- day 186 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 186 · heard — Halla: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
- day 186 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 6887 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
- day 186 · heard — Halla: You look half-starved, Ansel. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
- day 186 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 185 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
- day 185 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 185 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
- day 185 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Ansel came over to talk. We carry what we carry.
- day 185 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Halla showed me where things grow.
- day 185 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
- day 185 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
- day 185 · heard — Halla: I found 58 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
- day 185 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Halla came over to talk.
- day 185 · heard — Halla: I found 20 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
- day 185 · heard — Halla: I still think about the ones in the ground. 45 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
Inside their head
Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.
- day 186 — nobody near enough to hear me
- day 186 — asking for food feels like losing something
- day 186 — There are 2 of us left and 45 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 2 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 186 — I am hungry and it is day 186. I think the store has about 6887 food in it, which is 3443.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 186 — nobody near enough to hear me
- day 186 — asking for food feels like losing something
- day 186 — Day 186. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 224 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 186 — Day 186. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 224 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — Halla kept me alive
- day 185 — asking for food feels like losing something
- day 185 — Day 185. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 224 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla showed me where things grow. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — Day 185. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 224 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla showed me where things grow. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — Day 185. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 224 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla showed me where things grow. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — Day 185. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 100 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — Day 185. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 100 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — Day 185. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 20 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla came over to talk. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — Day 185. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 20 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla came over to talk. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — talked with Halla
- day 185 — Day 185. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 20 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla came over to talk. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — Day 185. 2 alive, 45 gone, 56 things standing. I know 20 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla came over to talk. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
- day 185 — Halla came over to talk
- day 185 — Halla came over to talk
- day 185 — wandering