Ivar

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 249

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits48

fed0

warm94

health0

Who they are

drawn to others44

grit65

curiosity33

stubbornness54

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: get the store house full before the cold.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 198 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 198 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 196 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 196 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Rook showed me where things grow.
day 196 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 196 · heard — Rook: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 196 · said — Mine is different: Rook showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 196 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Ivar: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 195 · heard — Rook: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 195 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 195 · heard — Rook: I found 687 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 195 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 195 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 47 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 195 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 195 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 195 · heard — Rook: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 194 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 194 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 194 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us.
day 193 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 193 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 193 · said — I'm set on get the store house full before the cold, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 193 · heard — Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 193 · heard — Rook: I found 198 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 193 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 193 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 193 · said — I found 214 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 193 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 193 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Ivar reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. We carry what we carry.
day 193 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: talked with Rook.
day 193 · said — I found 20 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 198 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 198 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 198 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 198 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 198 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 198 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 198 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 198 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 198 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 197 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — There are 1 of us left and 48 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 196 — Day 196. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Day 196. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Day 196. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Day 196. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Day 196. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Day 196. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 196 — Day 196. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 503 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 503 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 503 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 503 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 503 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 456 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 456 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 456 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 456 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 456 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 385 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 385 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 385 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 195 — Day 195. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 385 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 378 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 378 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 306 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 306 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 306 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 266 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 266 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 266 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 266 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 266 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 266 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 194 — Day 194. 2 alive, 47 gone, 56 things standing. I know 262 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.