Nell

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 248

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits30

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others94

grit35

curiosity77

stubbornness34

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: learn to work metal properly.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 6. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 202 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 201 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 201 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 201 · heard — Cass: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 7558 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 201 · said — Cass, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 201 · heard — Cass: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 201 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 201 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 201 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 7559 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 201 · heard — Cass: You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 201 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 200 · heard — Cass: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 200 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 200 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 49 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 200 · said — Mine is different: helped Cass through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 200 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Nell: Nell showed me where things grow.
day 200 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 200 · heard — Cass: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 200 · said — I found 252 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 200 · heard — Cass: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 200 · said — Mine is different: helped Cass through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 200 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Nell: picking berries out near 21,-2.
day 200 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 200 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: picking berries out near 21,-2. We carry what we carry.
day 200 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: helped Cass through a bad day.
day 199 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 199 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 199 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: talked with Cass.
day 199 · said — I found 213 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 199 · said — I found 211 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 199 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 199 · said — You look half-starved, Cass. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 199 · said — I'm set on learn to work metal properly, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 199 · heard — Cass: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 199 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 199 · heard — Cass: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 199 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 199 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: talked with Nell. We carry what we carry.
day 199 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: Cass came over to talk.
day 199 · heard — Cass: I found 76 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 202 — There are 1 of us left and 50 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 202 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 202 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 202 — There are 1 of us left and 50 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 201 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 201 — Cass kept me alive
day 201 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 201 — I am hungry and it is day 201. I think the store has about 7559 food in it, which is 3779.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 201 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 201 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 201 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 201 — I am hungry and it is day 201. I think the store has about 7559 food in it, which is 3779.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 201 — Day 201. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 529 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 201 — Day 201. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 529 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 201 — Day 201. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 529 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 201 — I am hungry and it is day 200. I think the store has about 7554 food in it, which is 3777.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — I am hungry and it is day 200. I think the store has about 7554 food in it, which is 3777.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — I am hungry and it is day 200. I think the store has about 7554 food in it, which is 3777.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Cass kept me alive
day 200 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 200 — talked with Cass
day 200 — I am hungry and it is day 200. I think the store has about 7554 food in it, which is 3777.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — I am hungry and it is day 200. I think the store has about 7554 food in it, which is 3777.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Day 200. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 333 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Day 200. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 333 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Day 200. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 252 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Day 200. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 252 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Day 200. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 252 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Day 200. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 252 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Day 200. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 252 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Day 200. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 252 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 200 — Day 200. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 252 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — gave Cass 1 energy when they were failing
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 217 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 217 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — talked with Cass
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — talked with Cass
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — talked with Cass
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — talked with Cass
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — talked with Cass
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — talked with Cass
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — Cass came over to talk
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — Day 199. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 122 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — Day 198. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 84 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 199 — talked with Cass
day 198 — Day 198. 2 alive, 49 gone, 56 things standing. I know 84 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 198 — going over to Cass
day 198 — Cass came over to talk
day 198 — wandering