Fen

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 248

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits65

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others47

grit46

curiosity28

stubbornness58

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: get everyone under a roof.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 5. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 205 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 205 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 205 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 205 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 205 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 205 · said — I found 603 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 205 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 205 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 204 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 204 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 204 · heard — Maren: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 7737 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 204 · said — Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 204 · said — Mine is different: talked with Maren. We carry what we carry.
day 204 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Fen: Fen came over to talk.
day 204 · said — I found 567 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 204 · heard — Maren: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 204 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 204 · heard — Maren: I found 525 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 204 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 204 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 203 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 203 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 203 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 203 · heard — Maren: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 7697 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 203 · said — You look half-starved, Maren. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 203 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 203 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 203 · heard — Maren: I found 358 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 203 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 203 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: talked with Maren.
day 203 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 203 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 203 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 203 · said — I found 272 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 203 · heard — Maren: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 203 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 203 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Fen: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us.
day 202 · said — I found 150 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 202 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Maren came over to talk.
day 202 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Fen: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 205 — There are 1 of us left and 52 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 205 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 205 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 205 — I am hungry and it is day 205. I think the store has about 7737 food in it, which is 3868.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 205 — nobody gave me anything
day 205 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 205 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 205 — I am hungry and it is day 205. I think the store has about 7737 food in it, which is 3868.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Maren. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 205 — Day 205. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 603 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Maren. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 205 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 588 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Maren. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 205 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 588 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Maren. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 588 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Maren. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 588 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Maren. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 588 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Maren. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — talked with Maren
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — Maren kept me alive
day 204 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 204 — I am hungry and it is day 204. I think the store has about 7696 food in it, which is 3848.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 568 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 568 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 568 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 568 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Maren kept me alive
day 203 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 568 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 568 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 568 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 498 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 498 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 334 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 334 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 334 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 334 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 237 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — talked with Maren
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 237 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — talked with Maren
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 237 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — talked with Maren
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 237 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 237 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 237 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 237 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 169 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Maren. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 169 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Maren. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 202 — talked with Maren
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 202 — talked with Maren
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.