Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 249

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits35

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others70

grit71

curiosity86

stubbornness27

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: keep the fire going, every night.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 12. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 205 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 205 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 205 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 205 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 205 · heard — Fen: I found 603 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 205 · heard — Fen: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 205 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 204 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 204 · heard — Fen: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 204 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 7737 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 204 · heard — Fen: Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 204 · heard — Fen: Mine is different: talked with Maren. We carry what we carry.
day 204 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: Fen came over to talk.
day 204 · heard — Fen: I found 567 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 204 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 204 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 204 · said — I found 525 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 204 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 204 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 203 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 203 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 203 · heard — Fen: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 203 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 7697 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 203 · heard — Fen: You look half-starved, Maren. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 203 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 203 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 203 · said — I found 358 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 203 · heard — Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 203 · heard — Fen: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 203 · heard — Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 203 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Maren: talked with Maren.
day 203 · heard — Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 203 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Maren: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 203 · heard — Fen: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 203 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 203 · heard — Fen: I found 272 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 203 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 203 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 203 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us.
day 202 · heard — Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 205 — There are 2 of us left and 51 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 205 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 205 — nobody gave me anything
day 205 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 205 — I am hungry and it is day 205. I think the store has about 7737 food in it, which is 3868.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 205 — I am hungry and it is day 205. I think the store has about 7737 food in it, which is 3868.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — nobody gave me anything
day 204 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 556 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen came over to talk. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — Fen came over to talk
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — Day 204. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 204 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 508 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — I am hungry and it is day 203. I think the store has about 7697 food in it, which is 3848.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — I am hungry and it is day 203. I think the store has about 7697 food in it, which is 3848.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — I am hungry and it is day 203. I think the store has about 7697 food in it, which is 3848.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — I am hungry and it is day 203. I think the store has about 7697 food in it, which is 3848.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 371 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 371 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 270 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 270 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 270 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — Fen came over to talk
day 203 — Fen came over to talk
day 203 — Fen came over to talk
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 270 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 203 — Day 203. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 270 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 250 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — Fen came over to talk
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 131 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — Fen came over to talk
day 202 — talked with Fen
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 131 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 131 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 131 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 39 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 39 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 39 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — Day 202. 2 alive, 51 gone, 56 things standing. I know 39 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 202 — going over to Fen
day 202 — wandering
day 202 — talked with Fen
day 202 — going over to Fen