Nell

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 274

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits30

fed0

warm94

health0

Who they are

drawn to others86

grit40

curiosity87

stubbornness89

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: raise something bigger than a shelter.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 6. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 236 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 236 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 232 · heard — Ivar: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 232 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 232 · heard — Ivar: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 232 · said — I found 551 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 232 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 232 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 232 · heard — Ivar: Mine is different: Nell kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 232 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: helped Ivar through a bad day.
day 231 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 231 · heard — Ivar: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 8954 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 231 · said — You look half-starved, Ivar. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 231 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 231 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 231 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 231 · heard — Ivar: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 231 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 231 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 231 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 231 · heard — Ivar: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 231 · said — I found 264 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 230 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 230 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 230 · said — I'm set on raise something bigger than a shelter, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 230 · heard — Ivar: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 230 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 230 · heard — Ivar: I still think about the ones in the ground. 60 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 230 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 230 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 230 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on keep the fire going, every night, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 230 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 60 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 236 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 236 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 236 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 236 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 236 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 236 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 236 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 236 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 236 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 235 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 234 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 233 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — There are 1 of us left and 61 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 232 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 232 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 231 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 231 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 231 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 231 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 231 — Day 231. 2 alive, 60 gone, 56 things standing. I know 371 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.