Fen

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 273

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits23

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others91

grit84

curiosity27

stubbornness60

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: grow this into a real village.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 240 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 240 · heard — Cass reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 240 · heard — Cass: I found 606 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 240 · heard — Cass reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 240 · heard — Cass: I found 605 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 240 · heard — Cass reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 240 · heard — Cass: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 240 · heard — Cass reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 240 · heard — Cass: I found 603 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 240 · heard — Cass: I found 602 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 240 · heard — Cass reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 240 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Fen: talked with Fen.
day 240 · heard — Cass: You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 240 · heard — Cass: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 240 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 240 · heard — Cass: I found 591 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 240 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 240 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 240 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 240 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 239 · heard — Cass: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 239 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 239 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: talked with Fen. We carry what we carry.
day 239 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: asked for help and got none.
day 239 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 239 · heard — Cass: I'm set on make sure nobody dies hungry, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 239 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 239 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 239 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 62 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 239 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 239 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 239 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Fen showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 239 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: talked with Cass.
day 239 · said — Mine is different: talked with Cass. We carry what we carry.
day 239 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Fen: Fen showed me where things grow.
day 239 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 239 · heard — Cass: Hungry, if I'm honest.
day 239 · said — What are you working at, Cass?
day 239 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 239 · heard — Cass: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 240 — I am hungry and it is day 240. I think the store has about 9337 food in it, which is 3112.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 240 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 240 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 240 — Cass came over to talk
day 240 — Cass came over to talk
day 240 — Cass came over to talk
day 240 — Cass came over to talk
day 240 — Cass came over to talk
day 240 — Cass came over to talk
day 240 — Cass came over to talk
day 240 — I am hungry and it is day 240. I think the store has about 9291 food in it, which is 3097.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 240 — nobody gave me anything
day 240 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 240 — Day 240. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 414 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 240 — Day 240. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 414 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 240 — Day 240. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 414 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 240 — Day 240. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 414 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 240 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 387 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 240 — nobody gave me anything
day 240 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 240 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 387 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 387 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 387 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 387 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 319 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 319 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 319 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — nobody gave me anything
day 239 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 319 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 319 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Cass came over to talk
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 319 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 301 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 301 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — nobody gave me anything
day 239 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 301 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — talked with Cass
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — talked with Cass
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — talked with Cass
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Cass kept me alive
day 239 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 239 — talked with Cass
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — talked with Cass
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 239 — Day 239. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 238 — Day 238. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 238 — Day 238. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 238 — Day 238. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 263 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 238 — Day 238. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 212 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 238 — Day 238. 3 alive, 62 gone, 56 things standing. I know 212 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.