Ansel

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 291

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits68

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others95

grit60

curiosity61

stubbornness70

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: make sure nobody dies hungry.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 15. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 258 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 258 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 257 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 257 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 257 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 256 · said — I found 1284 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 256 · said — I found 1282 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 256 · said — I found 1280 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 256 · said — I found 1273 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 256 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 256 · said — I found 1264 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 256 · said — I found 1253 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 256 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: talked with Halla.
day 256 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 256 · said — I'm set on make sure nobody dies hungry, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 256 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 256 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 256 · said — I found 1236 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 256 · said — I found 1227 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 256 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 69 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 256 · heard — Halla reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 256 · heard — Halla: You've kept me alive more than once, Ansel. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 256 · said — I found 1140 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 256 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 256 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Ansel showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 256 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: picking berries out near 40,36.
day 256 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 256 · heard — Halla: I found 915 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 255 · said — Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 255 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Ansel: Ansel showed me where things grow.
day 255 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 255 · heard — Halla: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 255 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 255 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 255 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 255 · said — I found 1065 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 254 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 254 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 254 · heard — Halla: I'm set on raise something bigger than a shelter, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 254 · heard — Halla: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 258 — There are 2 of us left and 69 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 258 — Halla kept me alive
day 258 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 258 — There are 2 of us left and 69 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 257 — Halla kept me alive
day 257 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 257 — I am hungry and it is day 257. I think the store has about 10078 food in it, which is 5039.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 257 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 257 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 257 — I am hungry and it is day 257. I think the store has about 10078 food in it, which is 5039.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 257 — Day 257. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1285 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 257 — Day 257. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1285 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 257 — Day 257. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1285 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1236 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: talked with Halla. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1140 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,36. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1140 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,36. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1140 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,36. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1140 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,36. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1140 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,36. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1140 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,36. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1140 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,36. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Halla came over to talk
day 256 — talked with Halla
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1140 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,36. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1137 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1137 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1137 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1137 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1137 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1137 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1084 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1084 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1084 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 256 — Day 256. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1084 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 255 — Day 255. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1084 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 255 — Day 255. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1084 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 255 — Day 255. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1084 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 255 — Day 255. 2 alive, 69 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1084 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.