Ivar

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 313

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits75

fed0

warm93

health0

Who they are

drawn to others39

grit57

curiosity33

stubbornness47

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: get the store house full before the cold.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 10. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 262 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 262 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 261 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: talked with Rook.
day 261 · said — You look half-starved, Rook. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 261 · said — I found 323 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 261 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 261 · heard — Rook: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 261 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Rook. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 260 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 260 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 260 · said — I'm set on get the store house full before the cold, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 260 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 260 · heard — Rook: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 260 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 260 · heard — Rook: I found 169 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 260 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 260 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 260 · heard — Rook: I found 136 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 260 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 260 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: talked with Ivar. We carry what we carry.
day 260 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Rook showed me where things grow.
day 260 · heard — Rook: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 260 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 260 · heard — Rook: I found 109 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 259 · heard — Rook: I'm set on grow this into a real village, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 259 · heard — Rook reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 259 · heard — Rook: I still think about the ones in the ground. 71 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 259 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 71 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 262 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 262 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 262 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 262 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 262 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 262 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 262 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 26,-19. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 262 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 26,-19. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 262 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 26,-19. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — There are 1 of us left and 72 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — There are 2 of us left and 71 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — There are 2 of us left and 71 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — There are 2 of us left and 71 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — talked with Rook
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — talked with Rook
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — talked with Rook
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 261 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 223 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 223 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 223 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 223 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 223 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 168 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 168 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 168 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 168 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 168 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 168 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 106 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 106 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 106 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 106 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 106 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 106 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 106 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 260 — Day 260. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 106 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 259 — Day 259. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 38 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 259 — Day 259. 2 alive, 71 gone, 56 things standing. I know 38 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 259 — Rook came over to talk
day 259 — Rook came over to talk
day 259 — wandering
day 259 — talked with Rook