Nell

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 312

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits33

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others89

grit42

curiosity56

stubbornness29

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: learn to work metal properly.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 27. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 267 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 267 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 267 · heard — Cass: You're not well, Nell. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 267 · heard — Cass: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 267 · said — Mine is different: Cass showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 267 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Nell: Fen kept me alive.
day 267 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 267 · heard — Cass: I found 195 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 267 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 267 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 267 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 267 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 10375 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 267 · heard — Cass: Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 267 · heard — Fen: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 267 · said — Mine is different: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 267 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Nell: helped Nell through a bad day.
day 267 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 267 · heard — Cass: I still think about the ones in the ground. 73 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 267 · heard — Fen: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 267 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 267 · heard — Fen: I still think about the ones in the ground. 73 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 267 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 267 · heard — Cass: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 267 · heard — Fen: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 267 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 267 · said — Day 267 and still standing. That's something.
day 267 · heard — Cass: What are you working at, Nell?
day 266 · heard — Fen: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 266 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 266 · heard — Fen: I'm set on get everyone under a roof, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 266 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 266 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 266 · heard — Cass: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 266 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 10375 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 266 · heard — Cass: You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 266 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 10375 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 266 · heard — Fen: You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 266 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 266 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 266 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 267 — I am hungry and it is day 267. I think the store has about 10375 food in it, which is 3458.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass looked out for me. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 267 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 267 — nobody gave me anything
day 267 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 267 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 267 — I am hungry and it is day 267. I think the store has about 10375 food in it, which is 3458.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 267 — Day 267. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 267 — I am hungry and it is day 267. I think the store has about 10375 food in it, which is 3458.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 267 — I am hungry and it is day 267. I think the store has about 10375 food in it, which is 3458.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 267 — Fen kept me alive
day 267 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 267 — I am hungry and it is day 267. I think the store has about 10375 food in it, which is 3458.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 266 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 266 — nobody gave me anything
day 266 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 266 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 265 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 265 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 121 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.