Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 314

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits70

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others22

grit91

curiosity42

stubbornness75

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: get everyone under a roof.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 12. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 267 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 267 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 267 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 267 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 267 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 267 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 267 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 267 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: helped Nell through a bad day.
day 267 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 267 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 267 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 73 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 267 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 267 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 266 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 266 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 266 · said — I'm set on get everyone under a roof, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 266 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 266 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 266 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 10375 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 266 · said — You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 266 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 266 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 266 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 266 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Cass showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 266 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Nell fed me when I was empty.
day 266 · heard — Nell: Here, take this. I'd want the same, Fen.
day 266 · said — Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 266 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: helped Fen through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 266 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Nell kept me alive.
day 265 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 265 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 265 · heard — Nell: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 265 · said — I found 198 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 265 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 265 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 265 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 265 · heard — Nell: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 265 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 265 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 265 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 267 — There are 2 of us left and 74 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 267 — nobody gave me anything
day 267 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 267 — I am hungry and it is day 267. I think the store has about 10509 food in it, which is 3503.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 267 — gave Cass 2 energy when they were failing
day 267 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 267 — nobody gave me anything
day 267 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 267 — Day 267. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 267 — Day 267. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 267 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 267 — Day 267. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 267 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Nell kept me alive
day 266 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 266 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 266 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Nell kept me alive
day 266 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — Day 266. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 266 — I am hungry and it is day 265. I think the store has about 10509 food in it, which is 3503.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — I am hungry and it is day 265. I think the store has about 10509 food in it, which is 3503.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — I am hungry and it is day 265. I think the store has about 10509 food in it, which is 3503.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — Nell kept me alive
day 265 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 265 — I am hungry and it is day 265. I think the store has about 10509 food in it, which is 3503.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass and Nell are mine. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass and Nell are mine. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — Nell kept me alive
day 265 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass and Nell are mine. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — Day 265. 3 alive, 73 gone, 56 things standing. I know 198 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass and Nell are mine. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 265 — wandering