Ansel

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 313

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits80

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others45

grit80

curiosity51

stubbornness82

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: map everything within a day's walk.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 5. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 284 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 284 · heard — Halla: Ansel, there are 2 of us and 81 already buried. If we carry on like this there is nobody after us. What do we do first?
day 284 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 284 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 284 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 81 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 284 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 284 · said — I'm set on map everything within a day's walk, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 284 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 284 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 283 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 283 · heard — Halla: I found 520 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 283 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 283 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 283 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 283 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 283 · said — I found 606 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 283 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 283 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 283 · heard — Tove: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 283 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 11225 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 283 · heard — Tove: You look half-starved, Ansel. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 283 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 283 · heard — Halla: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 283 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 283 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 283 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 283 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 283 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 283 · heard — Halla: I'm set on learn to work metal properly, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 283 · heard — Halla: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 283 · said — Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 283 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Ansel: Tove came over to talk.
day 283 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 283 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: talked with Halla. We carry what we carry.
day 283 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: asked for help and got none.
day 282 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 282 · heard — Halla: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 282 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 282 · heard — Halla: I found 419 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 281 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 284 — There are 2 of us left and 81 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 284 — nobody gave me anything
day 284 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 284 — There are 2 of us left and 81 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 284 — There are 2 of us left and 81 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 284 — There are 2 of us left and 81 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 284 — Halla kept me alive
day 284 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 284 — There are 2 of us left and 81 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 283 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 283 — I am hungry and it is day 283. I think the store has about 11225 food in it, which is 3741.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 283 — nobody gave me anything
day 283 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 283 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 283 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 283 — Halla kept me alive
day 283 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 283 — Day 283. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 606 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 283 — Halla kept me alive
day 283 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 283 — Day 283. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 606 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — nobody gave me anything
day 282 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 282 — Day 282. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 606 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 282. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 576 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 282. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 576 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 282. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 576 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 282. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 576 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 282. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 552 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 282. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 552 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 261 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 261 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 261 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 282 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 261 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 261 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 259 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 259 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 259 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 259 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 259 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 248 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 248 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 248 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 248 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 195 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 195 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 195 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 113 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 113 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 113 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 113 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 113 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 113 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 113 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 281 — Day 281. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 113 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 280 — Day 280. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 78 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 280 — talked with Halla
day 280 — Day 280. 3 alive, 80 gone, 56 things standing. I know 78 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to map everything within a day's walk.
day 280 — talked with Halla