Ivar

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 357

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits78

fed0

warm99

health0

Who they are

drawn to others21

grit92

curiosity90

stubbornness21

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: keep the fire going, every night.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 5. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 315 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 315 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 12702 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 315 · heard — Rook: You look half-starved, Ivar. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 315 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 315 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 315 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 315 · heard — Rook: I found 453 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 315 · heard — Rook: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 315 · said — Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 315 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Ivar: Ivar showed me where things grow.
day 314 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 314 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 314 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 314 · said — I found 591 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 314 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 314 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 314 · said — I found 559 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 314 · heard — Rook: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 314 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 314 · heard — Rook: I'm set on get everyone under a roof, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 313 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 313 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 313 · said — I'm set on keep the fire going, every night, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 312 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 312 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Ivar came over to talk. We carry what we carry.
day 312 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: pulling up herbs out near -11,3.
day 312 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 312 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 312 · heard — Rook: I found 71 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 312 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 83 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 312 · heard — Rook: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 312 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 312 · heard — Rook: I still think about the ones in the ground. 83 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 312 · heard — Rook: I found 18 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 315 — There are 2 of us left and 83 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 315 — nobody gave me anything
day 315 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 315 — I am hungry and it is day 315. I think the store has about 12702 food in it, which is 6351.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 315 — Day 315. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 591 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 315 — Rook kept me alive
day 315 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 315 — I am hungry and it is day 315. I think the store has about 12702 food in it, which is 6351.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 314 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 591 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 558 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 558 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 558 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 558 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 548 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 548 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 548 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 548 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 514 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 314. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 514 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 314 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 399 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 399 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 399 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 399 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 381 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 381 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 381 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 381 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 312 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 312 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 312 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 218 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 218 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 218 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 218 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 313 — Day 313. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 218 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 214 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 214 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 214 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 190 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 190 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 190 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 190 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 190 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 190 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 190 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 190 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 80 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — talked with Rook
day 312 — Day 312. 2 alive, 83 gone, 56 things standing. I know 80 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 312 — going over to Rook
day 312 — Rook came over to talk
day 312 — wandering