Fen

neither · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 407

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits73

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others50

grit43

curiosity21

stubbornness56

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: grow this into a real village.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 4. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 345 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 345 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 345 · heard — Maren: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 14054 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 345 · said — Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 345 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 345 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 345 · heard — Maren: I'm set on get the store house full before the cold, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 345 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 345 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 345 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 345 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 345 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: picking berries out near -20,-24.
day 344 · heard — Maren: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 344 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 14057 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 344 · heard — Maren: You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 344 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 344 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 344 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 344 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 87 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 343 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Fen: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us.
day 343 · said — I'm set on grow this into a real village, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 345 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 345 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 345 — I am hungry and it is day 345. I think the store has about 14057 food in it, which is 7028.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 345 — I am hungry and it is day 345. I think the store has about 14057 food in it, which is 7028.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 345 — I am hungry and it is day 345. I think the store has about 14057 food in it, which is 7028.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 345 — Maren kept me alive
day 345 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 345 — I am hungry and it is day 345. I think the store has about 14057 food in it, which is 7028.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — I am hungry and it is day 344. I think the store has about 14057 food in it, which is 7028.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -20,-24. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 344 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 344 — Day 344. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 457 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 344. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 435 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 344. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 435 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 344. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 291 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 344. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 291 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 344. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 291 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 344. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 291 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 343. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 238 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 343. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 238 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 343. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 238 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 344 — Day 343. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 238 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 343 — Day 343. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 238 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 343 — Day 343. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 238 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 343 — Day 343. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 101 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 343 — Day 343. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 101 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 343 — going over to Maren
day 343 — wandering
day 343 — going over to Maren
day 343 — Maren came over to talk
day 343 — talked with Maren
day 343 — going over to Maren