Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 405

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits58

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others22

grit93

curiosity86

stubbornness48

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: get the store house full before the cold.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 11. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 351 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 350 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 345 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 345 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 14054 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 345 · heard — Fen: Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 345 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 345 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 345 · said — I'm set on get the store house full before the cold, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 345 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 345 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 345 · heard — Fen: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 345 · said — Mine is different: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 345 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Maren: picking berries out near -20,-24.
day 344 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 344 · heard — Fen: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 14057 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 344 · said — You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 344 · heard — Fen: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 344 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 344 · heard — Fen: I still think about the ones in the ground. 87 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 343 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us.
day 343 · heard — Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 343 · heard — Fen: I'm set on grow this into a real village, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 351 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 351 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 351 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 350 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 350 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 350 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 350 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 350 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 350 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 350 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 350 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 350 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 350 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 349 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 348 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 347 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 346 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 345 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 345 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 345 — There are 1 of us left and 88 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 345 — There are 2 of us left and 87 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 345 — There are 2 of us left and 87 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 345 — There are 2 of us left and 87 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.
day 345 — Day 345. 2 alive, 87 gone, 56 things standing. I know 717 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to get the store house full before the cold.