Halla

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 406

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits58

fed0

warm99

health0

Who they are

drawn to others47

grit85

curiosity83

stubbornness34

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: raise something bigger than a shelter.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 5. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 369 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 369 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 368 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 368 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 368 · heard — Ansel: I still think about the ones in the ground. 93 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 368 · heard — Ansel: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 368 · said — Mine is different: Ansel showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 368 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Halla: Halla showed me where things grow.
day 368 · heard — Ansel: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 368 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 368 · heard — Ansel: I found 934 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 368 · heard — Ansel: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 368 · said — I found 920 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 368 · heard — Ansel: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 368 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 368 · heard — Ansel: I found 858 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 367 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 367 · heard — Ansel: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 367 · said — I'm set on raise something bigger than a shelter, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 366 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 366 · heard — Ansel: You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 366 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 366 · heard — Ansel: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 366 · said — I found 745 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 366 · said — Mine is different: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. We carry what we carry.
day 366 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Halla: helped Halla through a bad day.
day 366 · heard — Ansel: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 366 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ansel. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 365 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 14981 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 365 · heard — Ansel: Halla, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 365 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: helped Halla through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 365 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10.
day 365 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 365 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 364 · heard — Ansel: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 14935 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 364 · said — Ansel, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 369 — There are 2 of us left and 93 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 369 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 369 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 369 — I am hungry and it is day 369. I think the store has about 15107 food in it, which is 7553.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 369 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 369 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 369 — Day 369. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 1092 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 369 — Day 369. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 986 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 369 — Day 369. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 986 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 369 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 940 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 940 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 940 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me where things grow. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me where things grow. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me where things grow. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 921 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 921 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 921 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 921 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 368 — Day 368. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 368 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 808 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 808 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 808 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 808 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 797 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 797 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 367. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 797 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 367 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 748 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 748 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 748 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 748 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 743 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 743 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 366 — Day 366. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 743 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 365 — Day 365. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 697 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 365 — Day 365. 2 alive, 93 gone, 56 things standing. I know 697 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.