Maren

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 458

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits75

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others46

grit87

curiosity43

stubbornness75

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: keep the fire going, every night.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 5. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 413 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 412 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 406 · heard — Ode: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 16733 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 406 · said — You look half-starved, Ode. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 406 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 406 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 406 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 100 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 406 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 406 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: pulling up herbs out near -11,3.
day 405 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 405 · heard — Ode: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 405 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 405 · heard — Ode: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 405 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 405 · heard — Ode: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 405 · said — I found 241 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 405 · heard — Ode: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 405 · said — Mine is different: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. We carry what we carry.
day 405 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Maren: pulling up herbs out near -13,2.
day 405 · said — Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 405 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 413 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 10 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 413 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 413 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 413 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 10 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 412 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 412 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 412 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 412 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 412 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 412 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 412 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 412 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 412 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 411 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 410 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 7 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 409 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 6 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 408 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 407 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 407 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 407 — There are 1 of us left and 101 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.