Ivar

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 493

Right now

going to eat at food cache 2

energy credits25

fed0

warm98

health0

Who they are

drawn to others35

grit33

curiosity20

stubbornness30

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: keep the fire going, every night.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 27. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 436 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 436 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 436 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 436 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 436 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 436 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Day 436: 6 more of us than 4 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. We carry what we carry.
day 436 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: helped Bryn through a bad day.
day 436 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 436 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 436 · heard — Ansel: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 436 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ansel. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 436 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 436 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 435 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 435 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 435 · heard — Silas: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 435 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 435 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 435 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 435 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 435 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 435 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 435 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 435 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 103 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 435 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 435 · heard — Silas: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 435 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 435 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 435 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 435 · said — I'm set on keep the fire going, every night, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 435 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 435 · heard — Bryn: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 435 · said — I found 1714 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 434 · said — Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 434 · heard — Silas: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 434 · said — I found 1718 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 434 · heard — Halla: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 434 · heard — Nell: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 434 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 434 · heard — Nell: I found 1723 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 436 — nobody gave me anything
day 436 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 436 — I am hungry and it is day 436. I think the store has about 17985 food in it, which is 2997.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 436 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 436 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 436 — I am hungry and it is day 436. I think the store has about 17985 food in it, which is 2248.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 436 — nobody gave me anything
day 436 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 436 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Bryn through a bad day. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 436 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 436 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 436 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 436 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — I am hungry and it is day 435. I think the store has about 17982 food in it, which is 2247.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-15. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — I am hungry and it is day 435. I think the store has about 17982 food in it, which is 2247.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-15. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — I am hungry and it is day 435. I think the store has about 17982 food in it, which is 2247.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-15. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — gave Ansel 2 energy when they were failing
day 435 — gave Silas 2 energy when they were failing
day 435 — I am hungry and it is day 435. I think the store has about 17982 food in it, which is 2247.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-15. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Silas kept me alive
day 435 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 435 — I am hungry and it is day 435. I think the store has about 17982 food in it, which is 2247.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-15. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 435 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-1. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-1. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-1. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-1. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1714 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-1. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 434: 6 more of us than 2 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 434: 6 more of us than 2 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 434: 6 more of us than 2 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 434: 6 more of us than 2 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Day 434. 8 alive, 102 gone, 58 things standing. I know 1716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 434: 6 more of us than 2 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 434 — Nell kept me alive
day 434 — asking for energy feels like losing something