Nell

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 492

Right now

going to eat at food cache 2

energy credits15

fed0

warm91

health0

Who they are

drawn to others38

grit65

curiosity29

stubbornness82

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: learn to work metal properly.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 5. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 444 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 444 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 444 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 444 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 444 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 444 · heard — Ivar: Feed everyone first. We've 2284.5 days each. Then we talk about more mouths.
day 444 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: Day 444: 2 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 444 · said — Feed everyone first. We've 2284.4 days each. Then we talk about more mouths.
day 444 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Nell: Day 444: 2 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 444 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 444 · heard — Ivar: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 444 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 443 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 443 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 443 · heard — Halla: I'm set on raise something bigger than a shelter, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 443 · heard — Cass: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 443 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 443 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 443 · heard — Ivar: I found 843 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 443 · heard — Halla: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 443 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 443 · heard — Halla: I still think about the ones in the ground. 114 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 443 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 443 · heard — Halla: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 443 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 443 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 443 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 443 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 113 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 443 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 443 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 443 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 443 · said — I found 809 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 442 · said — I found 801 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 442 · said — I found 786 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 442 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Fen was born.
day 442 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 442 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 442 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: Fen was born.
day 442 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 442 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 444 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 444 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 444 — I am hungry and it is day 444. I think the store has about 18275 food in it, which is 2610.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 444 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 444 — nobody gave me anything
day 444 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 444 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 444 — I am hungry and it is day 444. I think the store has about 18275 food in it, which is 2284.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 444: 2 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 444 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 444 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 444 — Day 444. 7 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 898 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 444 — Day 444. 7 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 898 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 886 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 886 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 886 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 886 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 860 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 860 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 860 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 860 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 809 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 443: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 809 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 443: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 809 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 443: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Day 443. 6 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 809 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 443: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 443 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 442 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — talked with Halla
day 442 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — talked with Halla
day 442 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — talked with Halla
day 442 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 442 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 442 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Day 442. 8 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 755 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Day 442. 8 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 755 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Day 442. 8 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 755 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Day 442. 8 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 755 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Day 442. 8 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 755 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 442 — Day 442. 8 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 744 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen was born. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Day 442. 8 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 744 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen was born. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Day 442. 8 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 744 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Fen was born. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 442 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 441 — Day 441. 7 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 441 — Day 441. 7 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 441 — Day 441. 7 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 441 — Day 441. 7 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 441 — Day 441. 7 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 441 — Day 441. 7 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 441 — Day 441. 7 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 441 — Day 441. 7 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 727 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.
day 441 — Day 441. 7 alive, 112 gone, 60 things standing. I know 727 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to learn to work metal properly.