Fen

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 493

Right now

going to eat at food cache 2

energy credits15

fed0

warm93

health0

Who they are

drawn to others39

grit93

curiosity72

stubbornness40

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: get everyone under a roof.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 9. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 446 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 446 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 446 · heard — Cass: I still think about the ones in the ground. 120 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 446 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 446 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 18280 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 446 · heard — Cass: You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 446 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 446 · heard — Cass: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 446 · said — Mine is different: Day 446: 5 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. We carry what we carry.
day 446 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Fen: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 446 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 446 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 446 · said — I'm set on get everyone under a roof, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 446 · heard — Halla: Feed everyone first. We've 3046.2 days each. Then we talk about more mouths.
day 446 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Day 446: 5 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 446 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 446 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 446 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 446 · heard — Halla: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 18277 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 446 · said — You look half-starved, Halla. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 445 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 445 · heard — Halla: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 445 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 445 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 445 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 445 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 445 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 445 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 117 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 445 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 445 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 445 · said — I'm set on get everyone under a roof, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 445 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 445 · heard — Halla: Feed everyone first. We've 2611.0 days each. Then we talk about more mouths.
day 445 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Day 445: 2 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 445 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 445 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 445 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 116 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 445 · heard — Rook: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 445 · heard — Cass: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 444 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 446 — nobody gave me anything
day 446 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 446 — I am hungry and it is day 446. I think the store has about 18280 food in it, which is 9140.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 446 — I am hungry and it is day 446. I think the store has about 18280 food in it, which is 6093.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 446 — nobody gave me anything
day 446 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 446 — I am hungry and it is day 446. I think the store has about 18280 food in it, which is 6093.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 446: 5 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 446 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 446: 5 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 446 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 446: 5 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 446 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 446 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 446 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 445 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 445 — Silas is failing. I can carry 1 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 445 — Silas is failing. I can carry 1 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 445 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 445 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 445 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 445 — Silas is failing. I can carry 1 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 445 — Rook is failing. I can carry 3 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 445 — Rook is failing. I can carry 3 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 445 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 445 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 445 — Rook is failing. I can carry 3 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 445 — Rook is failing. I can carry 3 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 445 — Rook is failing. I can carry 3 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 445 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 445 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 445 — Rook is failing. I can carry 3 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 445: 2 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 444 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 444 — Rook is failing. I can carry 4 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Rook is failing. I can carry 4 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Rook is failing. I can carry 4 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 444 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 444 — Halla is failing. I can carry 4 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Day 444. 8 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1144 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Day 444. 8 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1144 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 444 — Day 444. 8 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1144 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Day 444. 8 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1144 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Day 444. 8 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1144 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 444 — Day 444. 7 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1138 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren was born. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Day 444. 7 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1138 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren was born. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Day 444. 7 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1138 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren was born. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Day 444. 7 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1138 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren was born. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.
day 444 — Day 444. 7 alive, 114 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1138 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren was born. What I really want is to get everyone under a roof.