Ivar

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 493

Right now

going to eat at food cache 2

energy credits33

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others60

grit33

curiosity92

stubbornness71

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: keep the fire going, every night.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 451 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 451 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 18561 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 451 · heard — Nell: Ivar, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 451 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 451 · heard — Nell: You're not well, Ivar. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 450 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 450 · heard — Nell: I found 287 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 450 · said — Mine is different: Nell kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 450 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Ivar: helped Ivar through a bad day.
day 450 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 450 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 450 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 450 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 450 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 18517 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 450 · heard — Nell: You look half-starved, Ivar. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 450 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 450 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 450 · heard — Nell: I still think about the ones in the ground. 128 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 449 · heard — Cass: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 449 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 449 · heard — Cass: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 449 · heard — Nell: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 449 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 449 · heard — Nell: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 449 · heard — Nell: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 449 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 449 · heard — Nell: I'm set on raise something bigger than a shelter, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 449 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 449 · heard — Nell: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 449 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 449 · heard — Nell: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 449 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 449 · heard — Nell: I found 30 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 449 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: talked with Nell.
day 449 · said — I'm set on keep the fire going, every night, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

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day 451 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 451 — I am hungry and it is day 451. I think the store has about 18561 food in it, which is 6187.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 451 — nobody gave me anything
day 451 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 451 — Nell came over to talk
day 450 — I am hungry and it is day 450. I think the store has about 18517 food in it, which is 6172.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 450 — Day 450. 4 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 140 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 450 — Nell kept me alive
day 450 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 450 — I am hungry and it is day 450. I think the store has about 18517 food in it, which is 4629.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 450 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 450 — nobody gave me anything
day 450 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 450 — I am hungry and it is day 450. I think the store has about 18517 food in it, which is 4629.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 450 — Day 450. 4 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 143 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 450 — Day 450. 4 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 143 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 449 — Day 449. 3 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 77 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 449 — Day 449. 3 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 77 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 449 — Day 449. 3 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 54 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 449 — Day 449. 3 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 54 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 449 — Day 449. 3 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 54 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 449 — Day 449. 3 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 54 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell showed me where things grow. What I really want is to keep the fire going, every night.
day 449 — going over to Cass
day 449 — wandering
day 449 — going over to Nell
day 449 — talked with Nell
day 449 — going over to Nell
day 449 — talked with Nell
day 449 — going over to Nell