Fen

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 492

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits60

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others54

grit45

curiosity70

stubbornness48

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: grow this into a real village.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 33. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 453 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 452 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 451 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 451 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 130 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 451 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 451 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 451 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 451 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 451 · heard — Nell: I still think about the ones in the ground. 130 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 451 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 451 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 451 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 451 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 18611 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 451 · said — You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 451 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 451 · heard — Nell: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 451 · said — I found 429 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 451 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 451 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 451 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 451 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 451 · said — I'm set on grow this into a real village, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 451 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 451 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 450 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 450 · heard — Nell: Here, take this. I'd want the same, Fen.
day 450 · said — Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 450 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 450 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 450 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 453 — I am hungry and it is day 453. I think the store has about 18665 food in it, which is 4666.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 453 — I am hungry and it is day 453. I think the store has about 18665 food in it, which is 3733.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 453 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 453 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 453 — Day 453. 5 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 440 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 453: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 452 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 452 — I am hungry and it is day 452. I think the store has about 18665 food in it, which is 3733.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — Day 452. 5 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 440 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — Day 452. 3 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 429 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 0,-13. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — Day 452. 3 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 429 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 0,-13. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — Day 452. 3 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 429 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 0,-13. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — Day 452. 3 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 429 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 0,-13. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — Day 452. 3 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 429 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 0,-13. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — Day 452. 3 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 429 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 0,-13. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — I am hungry and it is day 451. I think the store has about 18613 food in it, which is 9306.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 452 — I am hungry and it is day 451. I think the store has about 18613 food in it, which is 9306.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — I am hungry and it is day 451. I think the store has about 18613 food in it, which is 9306.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — I am hungry and it is day 451. I think the store has about 18613 food in it, which is 9306.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — I am hungry and it is day 451. I think the store has about 18613 food in it, which is 9306.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Nell kept me alive
day 451 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 451 — I am hungry and it is day 451. I think the store has about 18613 food in it, which is 9306.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 451 — Day 451. 2 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 429 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 0,-13. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Day 451. 2 alive, 130 gone, 60 things standing. I know 429 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 0,-13. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Nell kept me alive
day 451 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 451 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 451 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 451 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 450: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 450: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 450: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 450: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 450: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 450: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 450: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 450: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 450 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 450: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 450 — Day 450. 4 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 428 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 449 — Day 449. 4 alive, 128 gone, 60 things standing. I know 428 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass and Nell are mine. What I really want is to grow this into a real village.
day 449 — wandering