Halla

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 508

Right now

going to eat at food cache 2

energy credits75

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others32

grit91

curiosity66

stubbornness23

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 22. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 461 · said — If losing one of us last week wasn't enough to make you share, I don't know what will be.
day 460 · said — You're really going to watch me starve after I spent my morning out at the herb patch for this settlement?
day 460 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 460 · said — Since you're so worried about the stores, maybe you'll notice I haven't actually eaten today. Who's sharing?
day 460 · heard — Tove: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 459 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 459 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 459 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 459 · heard — Tove: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 459 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 459 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 459 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 459 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 459 · heard — Bryn: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 18958 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 459 · said — Bryn, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 459 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 459 · heard — Bryn: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 459 · said — You've kept me standing, Bryn. Whatever you need to do today, I'll back it.
day 459 · said — I found 753 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 459 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 459 · heard — Bryn: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 459 · said — I found 742 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 461 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 461 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 461 — There are 1 of us left and 138 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 461: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — There are 1 of us left and 138 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 460 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 460 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — Sixty buildings and only two of us left to walk between them is just pathetic; I need to stay alive long enough to bring a new life into this place.
day 460 — Day 460. 2 alive, 137 gone, 60 things standing. I know 838 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — Day 460. 2 alive, 137 gone, 60 things standing. I know 838 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — Day 460. 2 alive, 137 gone, 60 things standing. I know 838 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 460 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 460 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 460 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 460 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 460 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 460 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 460 — Ansel kept me alive
day 460 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 460 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 459 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 459 — I am hungry and it is day 459. I think the store has about 19009 food in it, which is 4752.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — nobody gave me anything
day 459 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 459 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 459 — gave Ansel 2 energy when they were failing
day 459 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 459 — I am hungry and it is day 459. I think the store has about 19009 food in it, which is 4752.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Tove. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 726 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 726 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — talked with Tove
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 726 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 726 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 726 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 726 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 726 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 726 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 581 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 459: 2 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 458. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 416 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 458 — Day 458. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 416 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 458 — Day 458. 3 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 269 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 458 — Day 458. 3 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 269 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 458 — Day 458. 3 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 269 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 458 — Day 458. 3 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 29 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and Bryn are mine. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 458 — Day 458. 3 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 29 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and Bryn are mine. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 458 — Day 458. 3 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 29 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and Bryn are mine. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 458 — Day 458. 3 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 29 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and Bryn are mine. What I really want is to raise something bigger than a shelter.
day 458 — wandering
day 458 — going over to Tove