Ansel

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 509

Right now

going to eat at food cache 2

energy credits53

fed0

warm98

health0

Who they are

drawn to others37

grit57

curiosity81

stubbornness69

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 23. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 460 · said — Starving. Need a meal now.
day 460 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 460 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 460 · heard — Bryn: Mine is different: Day 460: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 460 · said — Something stays with me, Bryn: helped Halla through a bad day.
day 460 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 460 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 460 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 460 · heard — Bryn: Mine is different: Day 460: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 460 · said — Something stays with me, Bryn: helped Tove through a bad day.
day 460 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 460 · heard — Tove: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 459 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 459 · heard — Bryn: Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 459 · said — Remembered those herbs at 0,-13.
day 459 · heard — Tove: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 459 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 459 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 459 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 459 · heard — Bryn: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 459 · said — I am with you, Bryn.
day 459 · heard — Tove: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 459 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 459 · heard — Bryn: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 459 · said — I found 412 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 459 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 459 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 459 · said — Stop the hunger, Bryn. Yes?
day 459 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 459 · heard — Bryn: I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 459 · said — Things are working, Bryn.
day 459 · heard — Tove: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 458 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 458 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 458 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 135 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 458 · heard — Tove reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 458 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Ansel: asked for help and got none.
day 458 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 458 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 458 · heard — Tove: I found 262 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 460 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 460 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 460 — Halla survived because of me, but I can't start my own family if I let myself waste away while nineteen thousand units of food sit there.
day 460 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 460 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 460 — I am hungry and it is day 460. I think the store has about 19011 food in it, which is 9505.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 460 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 460 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 459 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 459 — Bryn is fading and we have enough food for four thousand days. I need to get them a meal if I ever want to have a family of my own in this place.
day 459 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 2 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 2 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 2 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 2 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 2 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 2 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Halla kept me alive
day 459 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 459 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 459 — Day 459. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 459 — Four alive. I need kids.
day 459 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 459 — Four alive. I need kids.
day 459 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 458 — Day 458. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 458 — Day 458. 4 alive, 135 gone, 60 things standing. I know 410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I really want is to make sure nobody dies hungry.
day 458 — going over to Bryn
day 458 — going over to Tove
day 458 — Tove came over to talk
day 458 — wandering
day 458 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 458 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing