Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 509

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits40

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others66

grit40

curiosity76

stubbornness70

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: get us through 7 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 22. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 466 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · heard — Ivar: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 466 · said — Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 466 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Fen: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 466 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 466 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 466 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 466 · said — I'm clearly failing here, so is someone going to step up and give me a hand before I end up like the other hundred and forty-three?
day 466 · said — It only works if we stop burying people, so I'm staying focused on keeping this group above ground for a full week first.
day 466 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Fen: Day 466: 2 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 466 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 466 · said — If you're so determined to follow me, then you can help me keep everyone out of the dirt for the next five days instead of chasing projects.
day 466 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 466 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 466 · heard — Rook: I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 466 · said — You're not well, Rook. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 466 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 466 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 466 · heard — Nell: I still think about the ones in the ground. 141 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 466 · heard — Silas: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 466 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · heard — Nell: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 466 · said — Why would I want to know where they are if you're the one who found them, and won't it just waste time we could be using to keep everyone alive for the next four days?
day 466 · heard — Nell: I found 490 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 466 · heard — Rook: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 465 · heard — Nell: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 465 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 465 · heard — Nell: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 465 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 465 · heard — Rook: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 19168 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 465 · said — Look, you’re obviously starving, so why don't you go eat while I take over your tasks for the afternoon?
day 465 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 466 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 466 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 466 — I am hungry and it is day 466. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 3853.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 466 — nobody gave me anything
day 466 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 466 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 466 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 466 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 466 — I am hungry and it is day 466. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 3210.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 466 — I am hungry and it is day 466. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 3210.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 466 — Silas kept me alive
day 466 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 466 — It is day 466 and we have 19,265 units of food left, which is plenty for the six of us to survive long enough for me to see this week through without burying a single person.
day 466 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — nobody gave me anything
day 465 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 465 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — I am hungry and it is day 465. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 465 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 465 — gave Maren 2 energy when they were failing
day 465 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 465 — Nell kept me alive
day 465 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 465 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 465 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 465: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 465 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 465: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 464 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 464 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 464 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Nell kept me alive
day 464 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 464 — Cass looks like he's about to drop and I can't let another one of us end up in the ground, not when I've barely started my week of keeping everyone breathing.
day 464 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.