Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 508

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others85

grit41

curiosity72

stubbornness47

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 24. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 466 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · said — I need food now.
day 466 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 466 · heard — Fen: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 466 · said — I need your help, Fen.
day 466 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 466 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Maren looked out for me. We carry what we carry.
day 466 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: helped Rook through a bad day.
day 466 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 466 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 466 · heard — Rook: I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 466 · said — Sit down. No more wood.
day 466 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 466 · heard — Rook: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 465 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 465 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 465 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 141 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 465 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 465 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 465 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 465 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 465 · said — Can we agree on something?
day 465 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 465 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Rook: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 19168 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 465 · said — You look half-starved, Rook. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 465 · heard — Fen: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 465 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 465 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 466 — nobody gave me anything
day 466 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 466 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 466 — I am hungry and it is day 466. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 3853.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 466 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 466 — nobody gave me anything
day 466 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 466 — I am hungry and it is day 466. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 3853.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 466 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 466 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 466 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 466 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 466 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 466 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 465 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 465 — gave Silas 2 energy when they were failing
day 465 — Must build something new. Silas survived because of me. Keep the others alive.
day 465 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 465 — Nell kept me alive
day 465 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 465 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — Must build something new. Silas survived because of me. Keep the others alive.
day 465 — gave Silas 2 energy when they were failing
day 465 — I am hungry and it is day 465. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 465: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 465 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — I am hungry and it is day 465. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 465: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 465 — Fen kept me alive
day 465 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 465 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 465 — I am hungry and it is day 465. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 465: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 465 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 465: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 465 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 465: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Day 464. 8 alive, 139 gone, 60 things standing. I know 906 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 464 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 464 — Day 464. 8 alive, 139 gone, 60 things standing. I know 906 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Day 464. 8 alive, 139 gone, 60 things standing. I know 906 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — I am hungry and it is day 464. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Nell kept me alive
day 464 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 464 — I am hungry and it is day 464. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 464 — going over to Ivar
day 464 — gave Cass 2 energy when they were failing