Ode
man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 508
Right now
heading to the larder to eat
energy credits40
fed0
warm97
health0
Who they are
drawn to others58
grit85
curiosity62
stubbornness80
Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.
What they have done
Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.
Yesterday they scored 0.
Conversations
- day 465 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 465 · heard — Rook: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
- day 465 · said — Rook, you've pulled me back from the brink before, so if you've got a plan for today, I'm backing you all the way without question.
- day 465 · heard — Rook: I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
- day 465 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Day 465: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
- day 464 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
- day 464 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 464 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 464 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 464 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
- day 464 · said — It feels like we are constantly one mistake away from the end, so would it be a waste if I focus entirely on being there to catch the next person who starts to slip?
- day 464 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 464 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 464 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
- day 464 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
- day 464 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 139 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
- day 464 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 464 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
- day 464 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
- day 464 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Silas was born.
- day 464 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
- day 464 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
- day 464 · said — I found 906 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
- day 464 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
- day 464 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Fen showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
- day 464 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Maren and Fen are mine.
Inside their head
Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.
- day 465 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
- day 465 — I am hungry and it is day 465. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 465 — nobody gave me anything
- day 465 — asking for food feels like losing something
- day 465 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
- day 465 — I am hungry and it is day 465. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 465 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
- day 465 — nobody gave me anything
- day 465 — asking for food feels like losing something
- day 465 — Day 465. 8 alive, 139 gone, 60 things standing. I know 906 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 465: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 465 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 465 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 464 — I am hungry and it is day 464. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas was born. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 464 — Nell kept me alive
- day 464 — asking for food feels like losing something
- day 464 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
- day 464 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
- day 464 — I am hungry and it is day 464. I think the store has about 19265 food in it, which is 2408.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas was born. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 464 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Silas was born. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 464 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Silas was born. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 464 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Silas was born. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 464 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 464 — wandering