Ansel

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 509

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits25

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others25

grit63

curiosity63

stubbornness45

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 3. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 482 · heard — Fen: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 482 · said — Resting is for the dead.
day 482 · heard — Fen: You're not well, Ansel. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 482 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 482 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 482 · said — Build new things. I'll work.
day 482 · heard — Fen: I still think about the ones in the ground. 152 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 481 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 481 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 481 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 481 · heard — Ivar: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 481 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 481 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 19964 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 481 · heard — Ivar: You look half-starved, Ansel. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 481 · heard — Fen: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 481 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 481 · heard — Fen: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 481 · heard — Ivar reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 481 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Ansel. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 481 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 481 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 481 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: Day 481: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. We carry what we carry.
day 481 · said — Ivar spoke to me.
day 481 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 481 · heard — Cass: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 19928 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 481 · said — Eat now. I'll work.
day 481 · heard — Ivar: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 481 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on get us through 7 days with nobody buried, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 481 · heard — Fen: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 481 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 481 · heard — Fen: I found 731 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 481 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 481 · said — Feed everyone first. We've 2491.3 days each. Then we talk about more mouths.
day 481 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Ansel: Day 481: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 480 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 479 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 478 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 478 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Cass came over to talk. We carry what we carry.
day 478 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Ivar was born.
day 478 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 482 — I am hungry and it is day 482. I think the store has about 19964 food in it, which is 3327.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 482 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 482 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 481 — I am starving on day 481 and the store is full, so I will take what I need and finally try to build something this world has never seen before.
day 481 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 481 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 481 — nobody gave me anything
day 481 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 481 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 481 — Ivar came over to talk
day 481 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 481 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 481 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 481 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 481 — Ivar came over to talk
day 481 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 481 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Day 480. 8 alive, 149 gone, 60 things standing. I know 705 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Day 480. 8 alive, 149 gone, 60 things standing. I know 705 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Day 480. 8 alive, 149 gone, 60 things standing. I know 705 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Day 480. 7 alive, 149 gone, 60 things standing. I know 692 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 480: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Day 480. 7 alive, 149 gone, 60 things standing. I know 692 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 480: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Day 480. 7 alive, 149 gone, 60 things standing. I know 692 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 480: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Day 480. 7 alive, 149 gone, 60 things standing. I know 692 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 480: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 480 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 479 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 479 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 607 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 607 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 607 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 607 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 593 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 593 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 593 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 592 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 479: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 583 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 583 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 583 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 583 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 478 — Day 478. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 477 — Day 477. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 477 — Day 477. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 477 — Day 477. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 477 — Day 477. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 477 — Day 477. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 477 — Day 477. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 477 — Day 477. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 477 — Growing. Doing something new soon.
day 477 — Growing. Doing something new soon.
day 477 — Day 477. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 477: 2 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 477 — Growing. Doing something new soon.
day 476 — Day 476. 3 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 579 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.