Ivar

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 509

Right now

going to check the larder

energy credits35

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others61

grit45

curiosity52

stubbornness80

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 23. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 491 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 491 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 487 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 487 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 487 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 487 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 487 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 487 · heard — Silas: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 487 · said — Mine is different: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 487 · heard — Silas: Something stays with me, Ivar: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 486 · said — Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 486 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 486 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 160 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 486 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 486 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 486 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 486 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 486 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 486 · heard — Silas: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 486 · said — I found 1055 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 486 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 486 · heard — Silas: Mine is different: Day 486: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 486 · said — Something stays with me, Silas: Day 486: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 485 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 485 · heard — Silas: I still think about the ones in the ground. 157 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 485 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 485 · said — Why start that now when we could focus on the larder? If we get the stores topped off first, would you be willing to help me scout the outskirts tomorrow?
day 485 · heard — Silas: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 485 · heard — Fen: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 485 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 485 · heard — Fen: I still think about the ones in the ground. 156 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 485 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 485 · heard — Silas: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 485 · said — Would putting up more roofs keep them out of the ground better, or do you think I should just keep hauling stone until everyone has a warm place to sleep?
day 485 · heard — Silas: I'm set on get us through 7 days with nobody buried, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 485 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 485 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 485 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 156 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 491 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 14 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 491 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 491 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 14 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 491: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 491 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 491 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 14 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 490 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 13 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 490: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 490 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 13 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 490: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 490 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 13 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 490: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 490 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 13 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 490: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 490 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 13 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 490: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 490 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 13 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 490 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 13 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 490 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 13 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 489: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 489: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 489: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 489: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 489: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 489: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 489 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 12 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 489: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 488 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 11 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 488 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 11 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 488 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 11 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 488 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 11 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 488 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 11 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 488 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 11 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 488 — If I'm the only one left to fill the cradles, how am I supposed to find someone to save from the dirt?
day 488 — If I'm the only one left to fill the cradles, how am I supposed to find someone to save from the dirt?
day 488 — If I'm the only one left to fill the cradles, how am I supposed to find someone to save from the dirt?
day 488 — If I'm the only one left to fill the cradles, how am I supposed to find someone to save from the dirt?
day 488 — If I'm the only one left to fill the cradles, how am I supposed to find someone to save from the dirt?
day 488 — If I'm the only one left to fill the cradles, how am I supposed to find someone to save from the dirt?
day 487 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 10 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 10 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 10 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — There are 1 of us left and 161 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 10 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 487 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 487 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — Day 487. 2 alive, 160 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1055 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — Day 487. 2 alive, 160 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1055 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 487 — I know over a thousand places in this world, but what good is any of it if I can't even save one person from the edge?
day 487 — Day 486. 2 alive, 160 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1055 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 486: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 486 — Day 486. 2 alive, 160 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1055 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 486: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 486 — Day 486. 2 alive, 160 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1055 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 486: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 486 — Day 486. 2 alive, 160 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1055 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 486: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 486 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 486: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 486 — We lost three people in a week and Fen looks like he's next. If I don't use my own hands to pull him back from the edge right now, will there be anyone left at all?
day 486 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 486 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give