Nell

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 510

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others21

grit85

curiosity62

stubbornness32

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: get us through 7 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 481 · said — I'm not doing great here and I've already been told no once, but does anyone have a bite to spare before I pass out?
day 480 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 480 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 480 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 480 · heard — Tove: I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 480 · said — You're not well, Tove. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 480 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 480 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 148 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 480 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 480 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 480 · said — I'm set on get us through 7 days with nobody buried, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 479 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 479 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 479 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 479 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Rook showed me where things grow.
day 479 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 479 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 19764 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 479 · said — You look half-starved, Tove. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 479 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 479 · said — If you're volunteering to be my map, I'll follow; I'd rather learn the way than be the 149th person we have to dig a hole for this week.
day 479 · heard — Rook: I found 667 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 478 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 478 · heard — Tove: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 478 · said — Since I'm only standing here because of you, just tell me what the plan is and I'll put my back into it so we don't end up like the other 148.
day 478 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 478 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Halla showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 478 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove kept me alive.
day 478 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 478 · said — I'm about to become the 149th person to stop moving if someone doesn't share a bit of energy soon.
day 478 · heard — Halla: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 478 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: talked with Halla.
day 478 · said — I'm set on get us through 7 days with nobody buried, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 478 · said — I found 631 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 478 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 148 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 481 — I am hungry and it is day 481. I think the store has about 19907 food in it, which is 2488.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 481 — nobody gave me anything
day 481 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 480 — I am hungry and it is day 480. I think the store has about 19907 food in it, which is 2488.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 480 — nobody gave me anything
day 480 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 480 — Day 480. 8 alive, 149 gone, 60 things standing. I know 658 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 480 — Halla kept me alive
day 480 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 480 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 480 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 480 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 480 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 479 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 479 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 479 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 479 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 8 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 479 — Day 479. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 631 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 631 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 631 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Day 478. 7 alive, 148 gone, 60 things standing. I know 631 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 478 — Tove kept me alive
day 478 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 478 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 478 — wandering
day 478 — talked with Halla
day 478 — going over to Halla
day 478 — talked with Halla
day 478 — going over to Halla
day 478 — talked with Halla
day 478 — going over to Halla
day 478 — talked with Halla
day 478 — going over to Halla