Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 509

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits15

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others94

grit42

curiosity77

stubbornness61

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 29. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 484 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 484 · heard — Ode: You're not well, Maren. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 484 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 484 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 484 · heard — Halla: You're not well, Maren. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 484 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 484 · heard — Tove: I found 973 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 484 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 484 · said — Mine is different: Silas looked out for me. We carry what we carry.
day 484 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Maren: picking berries out near 19,0.
day 484 · said — More babies, more hope. Good.
day 484 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Maren: Day 484: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 484 · heard — Silas: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 484 · said — Fine. One hour. Then work.
day 484 · heard — Silas: You're not well, Maren. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 484 · said — Help me. I am dying.
day 483 · heard — Ode: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 483 · said — Food is there. I'm going.
day 483 · heard — Ode: You look half-starved, Maren. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 483 · heard — Tove: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 483 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 483 · heard — Tove: I still think about the ones in the ground. 154 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 483 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 483 · heard — Tove: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 483 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 483 · heard — Tove: I found 975 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 483 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 483 · heard — Ode: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 483 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 483 · heard — Ode: I'm set on get us through 7 days with nobody buried, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 483 · heard — Silas: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 483 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 483 · heard — Silas: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 483 · said — Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 483 · heard — Silas: Something stays with me, Maren: picking berries out near 21,-2.
day 483 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 483 · said — We’re close to dying. Work.
day 483 · heard — Bryn: Something stays with me, Maren: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it.
day 483 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 483 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20050 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 484 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 484 — I am hungry and it is day 484. I think the store has about 20050 food in it, which is 2864.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 484 — nobody gave me anything
day 484 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 483 — I am hungry and it is day 483. I think the store has about 20050 food in it, which is 2864.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 483 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 483 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 483 — nobody gave me anything
day 483 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 483 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 483 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 483 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 483 — Day 483. 7 alive, 154 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1032 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 483 — Day 483. 7 alive, 154 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1032 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 483 — Day 483. 7 alive, 154 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1032 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 483 — Day 483. 7 alive, 154 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1032 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 483 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 483 — Day 483. 7 alive, 154 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1032 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 483 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 483 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 483 — gave Silas 1 energy when they were failing
day 483 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 482 — gave Ode 2 energy when they were failing
day 482 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 482 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 482 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 482 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 482 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 482 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 482 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 482 — Day 482. 5 alive, 153 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1029 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -5,-1. What I want for myself is get food 79 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.