Silas

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 509

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits30

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others42

grit89

curiosity91

stubbornness69

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: get us through 7 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 6. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 487 · said — Does anyone have a bit of food to share before I lose the strength to ask?
day 487 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 487 · heard — Ivar: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 487 · said — If being cold is what's killing us, shouldn't I be moving every piece of wood we have until the next shelter is finished?
day 487 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 487 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 487 · heard — Ivar: Mine is different: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 487 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: Day 487: 6 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 486 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 486 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 486 · heard — Ivar: I still think about the ones in the ground. 160 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 486 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 486 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 486 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 486 · heard — Ivar: I found 1055 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 486 · heard — Ivar: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 486 · said — Mine is different: Day 486: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 486 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Silas: Day 486: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 485 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 485 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 485 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 157 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 485 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 485 · heard — Ivar: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 485 · said — You've pulled me back from the brink enough times, Ivar, so just tell me what we're doing and I'll put my weight behind it.
day 485 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 485 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 485 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 485 · said — I'm set on get us through 7 days with nobody buried, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 485 · heard — Ivar: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 485 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 485 · heard — Ivar: I still think about the ones in the ground. 156 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 485 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 485 · said — Why start that now when the larder isn't even full yet? Let's get the food sorted first, and then I'll be right there helping you with whatever else you need.
day 485 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 485 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 485 · heard — Ivar: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 485 · said — I found 971 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 485 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 485 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Silas: I set out to get us through 7 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 484 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 487 — If I can just make it one more day without a burial, maybe I can forget that I begged for help and nobody even looked at me.
day 487 — nobody gave me anything
day 487 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 487 — nobody gave me anything
day 487 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 487 — I am hungry and it is day 487. I think the store has about 20140 food in it, which is 10070.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 487 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 487 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 486 — I am hungry and it is day 486. I think the store has about 20140 food in it, which is 10070.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — Day 486. 2 alive, 160 gone, 60 things standing. I know 971 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — Day 486. 2 alive, 160 gone, 60 things standing. I know 971 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — It has been four days since we buried anyone, and even though we are down to four souls, I am not letting that number drop again.
day 486 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 486 — We've lost three people this week and I'm halfway through a stretch of keeping everyone alive, but how can we possibly build a future with only four names left?
day 486 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 486 — Day 486. 4 alive, 158 gone, 60 things standing. I know 971 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 485 — Day 485. 4 alive, 158 gone, 60 things standing. I know 971 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 485 — We've lost three people this week and I'm halfway through a stretch of keeping everyone alive, but how can we possibly build a future with only four names left?
day 485 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 485 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 485 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 485 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 485 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 485 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 485 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 485 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 485 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 485 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 485 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 485 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 485 — Day 485. 6 alive, 156 gone, 60 things standing. I know 971 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 485: 3 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 43% of the way there.
day 484 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 484 — Day 484. 6 alive, 156 gone, 60 things standing. I know 971 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Day 484. 6 alive, 156 gone, 60 things standing. I know 971 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Day 484. 6 alive, 156 gone, 60 things standing. I know 971 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 484 — Maren is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 484: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Maren is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 484: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Maren is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 484: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 484 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 484 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 483 — Maren is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.