Halla

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 510

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others23

grit86

curiosity89

stubbornness64

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: get us through 7 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 485 · said — I’m practically empty and nobody’s lifting a finger to help, so is everyone just going to watch me starve while we have twenty thousand units of food sitting right there?
day 485 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 485 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 485 · heard — Ode: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 485 · said — I've marked out nine hundred and seventy-three spots where we can actually find things, and I'm going to show you so the knowledge doesn't just die with me.
day 485 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 485 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 485 · said — I'm set on get us through 7 days with nobody buried, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 484 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 484 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 484 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 484 · said — You think it's even possible to keep us all breathing for seven days straight, Fen, or am I just chasing something that isn't going to happen?
day 484 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 484 · heard — Ode: Here, take this. I'd want the same, Halla.
day 484 · said — Ode, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 484 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 484 · said — Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 484 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 484 · said — Why are you acting like everyone belongs to the whole group when I'm the one who has to make sure Silas and Tove actually stay alive?
day 484 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 484 · heard — Maren: I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 484 · said — You're not well, Maren. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 485 — nobody gave me anything
day 485 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 485 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 485 — I am hungry and it is day 485. I think the store has about 20069 food in it, which is 3344.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 485 — I am hungry and it is day 485. I think the store has about 20069 food in it, which is 3344.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 485 — nobody gave me anything
day 485 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 485 — Day 485. 6 alive, 156 gone, 60 things standing. I know 973 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 485 — Day 484. 6 alive, 156 gone, 60 things standing. I know 973 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode fed me when I was empty. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 485 — Day 484. 6 alive, 156 gone, 60 things standing. I know 973 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode fed me when I was empty. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 484 — Day 484. 6 alive, 156 gone, 60 things standing. I know 973 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode fed me when I was empty. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 484 — Day 484. 6 alive, 156 gone, 60 things standing. I know 973 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode fed me when I was empty. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 484 — Bryn is looks like he's about to drop, and even if I only care about Silas and Tove, losing him makes it impossible to go a week without a funeral.
day 484 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Silas and Tove are mine. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 484 — Bryn is looks like he's about to drop, and even if I only care about Silas and Tove, losing him makes it impossible to go a week without a funeral.
day 484 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 484 — Day 484. 7 alive, 155 gone, 60 things standing. I know 973 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Silas and Tove are mine. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 484 — wandering
day 484 — going over to Tove