Ansel

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 530

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits25

fed0

warm98

health0

Who they are

drawn to others55

grit75

curiosity48

stubbornness64

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 492 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · said — Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 492 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Ansel: pulling up herbs out near -8,-28.
day 492 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 492 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20377 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 492 · heard — Ivar: You look half-starved, Ansel. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 492 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 492 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 492 · heard — Rook: I found 270 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 492 · heard — Ivar: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 492 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 492 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 492 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 492 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 492 · said — I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 492 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 492 · heard — Ivar: Mine is different: Nell was born. We carry what we carry.
day 492 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: Day 492: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 491 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 491 · heard — Ivar: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 491 · said — Mine is different: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 491 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Ansel: Rook and Ansel are mine.
day 491 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 491 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 491 · heard — Ivar: I still think about the ones in the ground. 162 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 492 — nobody gave me anything
day 492 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 492 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — I am hungry and it is day 492. I think the store has about 20377 food in it, which is 4075.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — nobody gave me anything
day 492 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 492 — I am hungry and it is day 492. I think the store has about 20377 food in it, which is 4075.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 5 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 188 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 492: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 183 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — talked with Ivar
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 183 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 49 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 49 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 49 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 49 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — wandering