Rook

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 529

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm95

health0

Who they are

drawn to others90

grit86

curiosity85

stubbornness44

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 492 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 492 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20369 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 492 · heard — Nell: Rook, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 492 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Nell: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 492 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20369 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 492 · heard — Nell: You look half-starved, Rook. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 492 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 492 · heard — Ansel: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 492 · said — I found 270 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 492 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 492 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 492 · heard — Ansel: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 492 · heard — Nell: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 492 · said — Mine is different: Nell kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 492 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Rook: I set out to raise a child of my own, and I did it.
day 492 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 492 · heard — Ivar: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 492 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 492 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 492 · heard — Ivar: Mine is different: Cass was born. We carry what we carry.
day 492 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: Nell kept me alive.
day 492 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 492 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 492 — nobody gave me anything
day 492 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 492 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — I am hungry and it is day 492. I think the store has about 20369 food in it, which is 4073.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — nobody gave me anything
day 492 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 492 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Day 492. 5 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 270 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 4 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 271 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 4 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 271 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Nell kept me alive
day 492 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 492 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 196 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 196 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 48 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 48 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — wandering
day 491 — going over to Ansel