Ivar

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 528

Right now

going to check the larder

energy credits28

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others54

grit48

curiosity68

stubbornness64

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 3. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 495 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 494 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 493 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 493 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 492 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: pulling up herbs out near -8,-28.
day 492 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 492 · heard — Ansel: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20377 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 492 · said — You look half-starved, Ansel. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 492 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 492 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 492 · heard — Ansel: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 492 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 492 · heard — Rook: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 492 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 492 · heard — Rook: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 492 · heard — Nell: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 492 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 492 · heard — Nell: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 492 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 492 · said — Mine is different: Cass was born. We carry what we carry.
day 492 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Ivar: Nell kept me alive.
day 492 · heard — Ansel: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 492 · said — Mine is different: Nell was born. We carry what we carry.
day 492 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Ivar: Day 492: 3 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 492 · heard — Rook: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 491 · heard — Ansel: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 491 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 491 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 491 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: Rook and Ansel are mine.
day 491 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 491 · heard — Ansel: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 491 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 162 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 495 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 495 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 495 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 495 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 5 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 494 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 494 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 494 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 494 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 494 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 494: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 494 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 494: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 494 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 494: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 494 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 494: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 494 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 494: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 494 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 4 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 494: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — There are 1 of us left and 166 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 3 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — Nell is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — Nell is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — Nell is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 493 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 493 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 493 — Nell is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 492 — Day 492. 5 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 169 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 4 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 164 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 4 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 164 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 4 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 164 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 4 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 164 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 4 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 164 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 4 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 164 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Day 492. 4 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 164 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 492 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 102 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and Ansel are mine. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Ansel came over to talk
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 102 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and Ansel are mine. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 102 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and Ansel are mine. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — Day 491. 3 alive, 162 gone, 60 things standing. I know 102 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and Ansel are mine. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 491 — wandering