Fen
woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 529
Right now
heading to the larder to eat
energy credits65
fed0
warm100
health0
Who they are
drawn to others29
grit57
curiosity47
stubbornness24
Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.
What they have done
Lifetime contribution 29. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.
Yesterday they scored 0.
Conversations
- day 501 · heard — Tove: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
- day 501 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20702 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
- day 501 · heard — Tove: You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
- day 501 · heard — Silas: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
- day 501 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20702 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
- day 501 · heard — Silas: You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
- day 501 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
- day 501 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
- day 501 · heard — Bryn: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
- day 501 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
- day 501 · heard — Bryn: I still think about the ones in the ground. 169 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
- day 501 · said — Mine is different: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
- day 501 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Fen: helped Fen through a bad day.
- day 501 · heard — Tove: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
- day 501 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
- day 501 · heard — Tove: I'm set on get us through 7 days with nobody buried, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
- day 501 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
- day 501 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20702 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
- day 501 · heard — Ivar: You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
- day 501 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
- day 501 · heard — Rook: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
- day 501 · heard — Silas: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
- day 501 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
- day 501 · heard — Silas: I still think about the ones in the ground. 169 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
- day 501 · heard — Bryn: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
- day 501 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
- day 501 · heard — Bryn: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
- day 501 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20702 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
- day 501 · heard — Rook: Fen, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
- day 501 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
- day 501 · heard — Tove: You're not well, Fen. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
- day 501 · heard — Ivar: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
- day 501 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
- day 501 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on get food 78 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
- day 501 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
- day 501 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
- day 501 · said — Mine is different: Rook looked out for me. We carry what we carry.
- day 501 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Fen: picking berries out near 21,-2.
- day 501 · heard — Ansel: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
- day 501 · said — Feed everyone first. We've 2587.8 days each. Then we talk about more mouths.
Inside their head
Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.
- day 501 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
- day 501 — I am hungry and it is day 501. I think the store has about 20702 food in it, which is 2587.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 501 — Ansel kept me alive
- day 501 — asking for help feels like losing something
- day 501 — Day 501. 7 alive, 169 gone, 60 things standing. I know 707 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Silas looked out for me. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 501 — I am hungry and it is day 500. I think the store has about 20666 food in it, which is 2583.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 501 — I am hungry and it is day 500. I think the store has about 20666 food in it, which is 2583.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 500 — Bryn came over to talk
- day 500 — Tove kept me alive
- day 500 — asking for food feels like losing something
- day 500 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
- day 500 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
- day 500 — I am hungry and it is day 500. I think the store has about 20666 food in it, which is 2583.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
- day 500 — Rook kept me alive
- day 500 — asking for food feels like losing something
- day 500 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give