Maren

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 530

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits30

fed0

warm92

health0

Who they are

drawn to others64

grit47

curiosity65

stubbornness47

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 22. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 500 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 500 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 500 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 500 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 500 · heard — Fen: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 500 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 500 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 500 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 500 · heard — Fen: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 500 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 500 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 500 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 500 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 168 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 500 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 500 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 500 · heard — Fen: Mine is different: helped Maren through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 500 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: Fen kept me alive.
day 500 · heard — Fen: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 500 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 500 · heard — Fen: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 500 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 500 · heard — Fen: I found 595 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 499 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 499 · said — Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 499 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Maren: Ansel kept me alive.
day 499 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 499 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 499 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 499 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 499 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 167 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 499 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 499 · heard — Fen: Day 499 and still standing. That's something.
day 499 · said — Quiet day. I'll take quiet.
day 499 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 499 · heard — Fen: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20666 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 499 · said — You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 499 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 499 · said — I found 759 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 499 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 499 · heard — Fen: Mine is different: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 500 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 500 — nobody gave me anything
day 500 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 500 — I am hungry and it is day 500. I think the store has about 20666 food in it, which is 2583.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 500 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 500 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 500 — I am hungry and it is day 500. I think the store has about 20666 food in it, which is 2583.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 500 — I am hungry and it is day 500. I think the store has about 20666 food in it, which is 2583.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 500 — Fen kept me alive
day 500 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 500 — I am hungry and it is day 500. I think the store has about 20666 food in it, which is 2583.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 500 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 500 — Day 500. 7 alive, 168 gone, 60 things standing. I know 759 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 500 — Day 500. 7 alive, 168 gone, 60 things standing. I know 759 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 500 — I am hungry and it is day 499. I think the store has about 20666 food in it, which is 2952.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 500 — Fen kept me alive
day 500 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 499 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 499 — I am hungry and it is day 499. I think the store has about 20666 food in it, which is 2952.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 499 — nobody gave me anything
day 499 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 499 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 499 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 499 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 499 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 499 — Day 499. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 759 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 499 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 499 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 499 — gave Tove 1 energy when they were failing
day 499 — Day 499. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 740 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 499 — talked with Fen
day 499 — Day 499. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 740 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 499 — Day 499. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 740 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 498: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 498: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 498: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Day 498. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 692 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Day 498. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 692 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Day 498. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 671 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Day 498. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 671 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Day 498. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 671 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Day 498. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 671 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 498 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -25,-9. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -25,-9. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -25,-9. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -25,-9. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -25,-9. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -25,-9. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 653 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.
day 497 — Day 497. 8 alive, 167 gone, 60 things standing. I know 642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 73 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 36% of the way there.