Silas

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 530

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm98

health0

Who they are

drawn to others71

grit33

curiosity22

stubbornness88

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 11. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 503 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 503 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 503 · heard — Ansel: Silas, there are 2 of us and 175 already buried. If we carry on like this there is nobody after us. What do we do first?
day 503 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 503 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 503 · heard — Ansel: I still think about the ones in the ground. 175 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 503 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 503 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 503 · said — I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 503 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 503 · heard — Ansel: I found 751 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 503 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 503 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 503: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 503 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 503 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 503 · heard — Tove: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 503 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 502 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 502 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20777 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 502 · said — You look half-starved, Tove. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 502 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 502 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 502 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. We carry what we carry.
day 502 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 502 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 502 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 502 · heard — Ansel: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 502 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 502 · heard — Ansel: I still think about the ones in the ground. 173 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 502 · heard — Tove: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 502 · said — I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 502 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Silas: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 502 · heard — Ansel: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 502 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 502 · heard — Ansel: I found 644 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 502 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 502 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. We carry what we carry.
day 502 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove showed me where things grow.
day 502 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 502 · heard — Tove: I found 768 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 503 — nobody gave me anything
day 503 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 503 — I am hungry and it is day 503. I think the store has about 20773 food in it, which is 10386.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 503 — nobody gave me anything
day 503 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 503 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 503 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 503 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 503 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 502 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 501: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 501 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 501 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 501 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 501 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 501: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 501 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give