Ansel

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 530

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits25

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others76

grit68

curiosity50

stubbornness61

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 49. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 504 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 504 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 503 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 503 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 503 · said — Silas, there are 2 of us and 175 already buried. If we carry on like this there is nobody after us. What do we do first?
day 503 · said — Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 503 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 503 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 175 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 503 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 503 · heard — Silas: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 503 · said — I found 751 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 503 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 502 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 502 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 20777 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 502 · said — You look half-starved, Tove. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 502 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 502 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 502 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 174 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 502 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 502 · heard — Silas: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 502 · said — Mine is different: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. We carry what we carry.
day 502 · heard — Silas: Something stays with me, Ansel: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 502 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 502 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 502 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 173 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 502 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 502 · heard — Silas: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 502 · said — I found 644 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 502 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 502 · said — I'm set on get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 502 · heard — Ivar: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 501 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 501 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 501 · heard — Silas: Mine is different: Day 501: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. We carry what we carry.
day 501 · said — Something stays with me, Silas: helped Bryn through a bad day.
day 501 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 501 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 501 · heard — Silas: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 501 · said — I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 501 · heard — Silas: Something stays with me, Ansel: Day 501: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 504 — There are 1 of us left and 176 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 504: 7 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 504 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 504 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 504 — There are 1 of us left and 176 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 504 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 504 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 503 — There are 1 of us left and 176 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 503: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 503 — There are 2 of us left and 175 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 503: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 503: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 503: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 503: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Day 503. 2 alive, 175 gone, 60 things standing. I know 751 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Day 503. 2 alive, 175 gone, 60 things standing. I know 751 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 503 — Day 503. 2 alive, 175 gone, 60 things standing. I know 751 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 503: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 503: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 503 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 503 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 503: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — I am hungry and it is day 502. I think the store has about 20776 food in it, which is 6925.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — I am hungry and it is day 502. I think the store has about 20776 food in it, which is 6925.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 502 — I am hungry and it is day 502. I think the store has about 20776 food in it, which is 6925.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — I am hungry and it is day 502. I think the store has about 20776 food in it, which is 6925.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 502: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 502 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 501 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 501 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — Fen is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — Fen is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — Fen is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — Fen is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 501 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 501 — Fen is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 500 — Fen is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 500 — Fen is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook was born. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 500 — Fen is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook was born. What I want for myself is get food 65 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.