Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 528

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits40

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others41

grit69

curiosity85

stubbornness27

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: get us through 7 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 11. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 512 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 511 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 511 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 511 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 511 · said — Maren, there are 2 of us and 183 already buried. If we carry on like this there is nobody after us. What do we do first?
day 511 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 510 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 510 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 510 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 183 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 510 · heard — Maren: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 510 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 510 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 510 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 510 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 510 · heard — Maren: I found 995 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 510 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 510 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 510 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 509 · heard — Maren: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 21064 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 509 · said — You look half-starved, Maren. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 508 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 508 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 508 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 508 · heard — Maren: I still think about the ones in the ground. 181 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 508 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 508 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 508 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 508 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 508 · heard — Ode: I still think about the ones in the ground. 180 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 508 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 508 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 508 · said — I found 742 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 508 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 508 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 512 — There are 1 of us left and 184 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 9 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. I keep coming back to it: Day 512: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 512 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 512 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 511 — There are 1 of us left and 184 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 511 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 511 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 511 — There are 1 of us left and 184 in the ground. If we lose one more there may be nobody here at all in a year. I have been alive 8 days and I do not want to be the last of us. Food first, then a roof, then children — in that order, and starting now. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 511 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 511: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 511 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 511: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 511 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 511: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 511 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 511: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 511 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 510 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 956 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 939 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 939 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 939 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 939 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 939 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 939 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 939 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 939 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 927 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 927 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 927 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 927 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 927 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 927 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 797 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 797 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 797 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 786 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 786 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 786 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 71% of the way there.
day 509 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 508 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 57% of the way there.