Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 529

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits43

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others69

grit86

curiosity37

stubbornness74

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 4. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 511 · heard — Fen: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 511 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 511 · heard — Fen: Maren, there are 2 of us and 183 already buried. If we carry on like this there is nobody after us. What do we do first?
day 511 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 510 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 510 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 510 · heard — Fen: I still think about the ones in the ground. 183 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 510 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 510 · heard — Fen: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 510 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 510 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 510 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 510 · said — I found 995 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 510 · heard — Fen: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 510 · said — Mine is different: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 510 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Maren: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 509 · heard — Ode: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 509 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 509 · heard — Ode: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 509 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 21064 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 509 · heard — Fen: You look half-starved, Maren. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 509 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Maren: talked with Maren.
day 509 · heard — Ode: I still think about the ones in the ground. 182 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 509 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 509 · heard — Ode: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 509 · said — I found 938 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 509 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 509 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 508 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 508 · heard — Ode reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 508 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Maren: helped Tove through a bad day.
day 508 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 508 · heard — Ode: I found 955 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 508 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 508 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 508 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 181 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 508 · said — Mine is different: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 508 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Maren: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 508 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 511 — I am hungry and it is day 511. I think the store has about 21102 food in it, which is 10551.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 511 — nobody gave me anything
day 511 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 510 — I am hungry and it is day 510. I think the store has about 21102 food in it, which is 10551.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — nobody gave me anything
day 510 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 995 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 995 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 995 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 995 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 995 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 995 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 995 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 988 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 988 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 988 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 988 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 988 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — Day 510. 2 alive, 183 gone, 60 things standing. I know 988 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 510: 1 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 510 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 510 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 510 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 962 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 962 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 962 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 962 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 962 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 962 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 962 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 950 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 950 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 950 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 950 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 950 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 938 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 938 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 938 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 938 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Ode came over to talk
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 938 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Ode came over to talk
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 938 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 938 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 938 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 938 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 508. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 508. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 508. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 508. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Day 508. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Day 508. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Day 508. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Ode came over to talk
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.