Ode

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 528

Right now

going over to Maren

energy credits5

fed65

warm89

health0

Who they are

drawn to others82

grit74

curiosity92

stubbornness36

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 6. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 509 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 509 · heard — Maren: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 509 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 509 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 509 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 509 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: talked with Maren.
day 509 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 182 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 509 · heard — Maren: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 509 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 509 · heard — Maren: I found 938 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 509 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 509 · said — Mine is different: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 509 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Ode: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 508 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 508 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: helped Tove through a bad day.
day 508 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 508 · said — I found 955 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 508 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 508 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 508 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 180 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 508 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 508 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 508 · said — I'm set on get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 508 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 508 · said — I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 508 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Ode: Day 508: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 508 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 508 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · heard — Silas: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 508 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 508 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 508 · heard — Nell: Feed everyone first. We've 2625.3 days each. Then we talk about more mouths.
day 508 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Day 508: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 508 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 508 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 510 — nothing left in me
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 992 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 992 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 992 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 509 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 509 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — talked with Maren
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — talked with Maren
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 509: 2 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 509 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 509 — Day 509. 3 alive, 182 gone, 60 things standing. I know 978 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 509 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 508 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — nobody gave me anything
day 508 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 508 — talked with Maren
day 508 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — gave Tove 1 energy when they were failing
day 508 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Silas kept me alive
day 508 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 508 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 508 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 508 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 507 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 86 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 507 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 507 — asking for energy feels like losing something