Fen

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 547

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits55

fed0

warm97

health0

Who they are

drawn to others84

grit39

curiosity27

stubbornness54

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: get us through 7 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 10. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 514 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 514 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 513 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 513 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 513 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 513 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 513 · heard — Halla: I'm set on get food 83 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 513 · heard — Rook: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 513 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 513 · heard — Rook: I'm set on get food 80 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 513 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 513 · heard — Nell: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 513 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 513 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 513 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 21254 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 513 · said — Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 513 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 513 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 513 · said — I found 455 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 513 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 513 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Cass kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 513 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: picking berries out near 28,8.
day 513 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 513 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: Cass showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 513 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: picking berries out near 28,8.
day 513 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 513 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 513 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 185 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 512 · heard — Ivar: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 514 — nobody gave me anything
day 514 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 514 — I am hungry and it is day 514. I think the store has about 21251 food in it, which is 4250.2 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 514 — I am hungry and it is day 514. I think the store has about 21251 food in it, which is 4250.2 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 514: 3 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 514 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 514 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 514 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 514: 3 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 514 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 514 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 29% of the way there.
day 513 — gave Ansel 2 energy when they were failing
day 513 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 513. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 417 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 28,8. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 513. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 417 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 28,8. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 513. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 417 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 28,8. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 513. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 417 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 28,8. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 513. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 417 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 28,8. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 513. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 417 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 28,8. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 513. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 417 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 28,8. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 513. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 417 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 28,8. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 14% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 512. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 264 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 512. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 264 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 512. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 264 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 512. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 264 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 513 — Day 512. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 264 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 512 — Day 512. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 264 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 512 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 512 — Day 512. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 242 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 512 — Day 512. 7 alive, 185 gone, 60 things standing. I know 242 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 512 — wandering