Ode

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 548

Right now

going over to Maren

energy credits5

fed73

warm89

health0

Who they are

drawn to others93

grit66

curiosity59

stubbornness25

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 517 · said — Day 517. Still here, both of us.
day 517 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 517 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 517 · said — I found 108 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 517 · said — I found 105 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 517 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 517 · said — I found 101 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 517 · said — I found 99 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 517 · said — I found 97 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 517 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 517 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: talked with Maren.
day 517 · said — I found 20 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 517 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Maren came over to talk.
day 517 · heard — Maren: I found 18 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 517 · said — I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 517 · heard — Maren: I still think about the ones in the ground. 192 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 517 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 192 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 518 — nothing left in me
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 111 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 108 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 108 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 108 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 25 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 25 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 25 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — nobody gave me anything
day 517 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 25 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 25 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 25 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 25 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — Day 517. 2 alive, 192 gone, 60 things standing. I know 25 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 517 — wandering
day 517 — going over to Maren
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — going over to Maren
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — going over to Maren
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — going over to Maren
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — going over to Maren
day 517 — Maren came over to talk
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — going over to Maren
day 517 — Maren came over to talk
day 517 — talked with Maren
day 517 — going over to Maren