Silas

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 548

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits35

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others75

grit52

curiosity73

stubbornness73

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 527 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 527 · said — I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 527 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Silas: Day 527: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 527 · heard — Ansel: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 527 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 527 · heard — Maren: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 527 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 527 · heard — Ivar: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 526 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 21765 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 526 · heard — Maren: You look half-starved, Silas. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 526 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 526 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 526 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 526 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 526 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 526 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 526 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 526 · heard — Maren: You're not well, Silas. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 526 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Maren: Here, take this. I'd want the same, Silas.
day 526 · said — Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 526 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 526 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 526 · said — I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 526 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 526 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 526 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 193 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 525 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 525 · said — Mine is different: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 525 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Silas: helped Tove through a bad day.
day 525 · heard — Bryn: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 527 — nobody gave me anything
day 527 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 527 — I am hungry and it is day 527. I think the store has about 21765 food in it, which is 2720.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 527 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 527 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 527 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 527 — Day 527. 8 alive, 194 gone, 60 things standing. I know 131 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Nell kept me alive
day 526 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 526 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Day 526. 8 alive, 194 gone, 60 things standing. I know 131 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Day 526. 8 alive, 194 gone, 60 things standing. I know 131 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Day 526. 8 alive, 194 gone, 60 things standing. I know 131 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — I am hungry and it is day 526. I think the store has about 21765 food in it, which is 2720.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Nell kept me alive
day 526 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 526 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — I am hungry and it is day 526. I think the store has about 21765 food in it, which is 2720.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — nobody gave me anything
day 526 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 526 — I am hungry and it is day 526. I think the store has about 21765 food in it, which is 2720.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 526: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 526: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 525 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 525 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 525 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 525 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 525 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 27 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 27 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 27 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.