Bryn

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 547

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others76

grit57

curiosity49

stubbornness80

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 527 · heard — Silas: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 527 · heard — Ansel: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 527 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 527 · heard — Ivar: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 526 · heard — Silas: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 526 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 526 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 194 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 526 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 526 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Maren fed me when I was empty.
day 526 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Maren: Here, take this. I'd want the same, Bryn.
day 526 · said — Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 526 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 526 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 193 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 526 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 526 · said — I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 526 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 526 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 526 · heard — Maren: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 526 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 526 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 526 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 526 · said — I found 95 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 525 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 525 · heard — Silas: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 525 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 525 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 525 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 525 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 525 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 525 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Silas showed me where things grow.
day 525 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 527 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 527 — I am hungry and it is day 527. I think the store has about 21760 food in it, which is 2720.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 527 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 527 — nobody gave me anything
day 527 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 527 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — I am hungry and it is day 526. I think the store has about 21760 food in it, which is 2720.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — nobody gave me anything
day 526 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 526 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 526 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 526 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 525 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 525 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 28 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Silas showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 28 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Silas showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 28 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Silas showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 28 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 26 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 525: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 26 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 525: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 525 — Day 525. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 26 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 525: 7 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 524 — Day 524. 8 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 26 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 524 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 524 — Day 524. 6 alive, 193 gone, 60 things standing. I know 26 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 524 — Maren kept me alive
day 524 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 524 — going over to Maren