Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 548

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others35

grit69

curiosity76

stubbornness71

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 5. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 531 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 531 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 531 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 531 · heard — Bryn: I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 531 · said — Something stays with me, Bryn: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 530 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 530 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 530 · heard — Halla: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 530 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 530 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 530 · heard — Ode: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 530 · heard — Tove: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 530 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 530 · heard — Tove: I'm set on get us through 7 days with nobody buried, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 530 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 530 · heard — Ode: I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 530 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 529 · said — I found 57 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 529 · heard — Silas: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 529 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 529 · said — I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 531 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 531 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 531 — I am hungry and it is day 531. I think the store has about 21939 food in it, which is 3134.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 531 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 531 — I am hungry and it is day 531. I think the store has about 21939 food in it, which is 3134.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 531. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 517 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 531. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 517 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 531. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 517 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 476 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 476 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 476 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 476 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 476 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 476 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 406 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 406 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 406 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 406 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 406 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 529 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 529 — talked with Ode
day 529 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 529 — going over to Silas
day 529 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 529 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 529 — wandering
day 529 — talked with Maren
day 529 — going over to Maren