Ode

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 547

Right now

wandering

energy credits105

fed69

warm97

health100

Who they are

drawn to others68

grit88

curiosity33

stubbornness51

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 217. Today: gathered 2, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 17 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 31.

Read at the library: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 547 · said — Mine is different: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 547 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Ode: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 547 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 547 · heard — Cass: I'm set on raise a child of my own, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 547 · heard — Ivar: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 547 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 547 · heard — Ivar: I found 1544 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 547 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 547 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 547 · heard — Halla: I'm set on get food 67 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 547 · heard — Bryn: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 547 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 547 · heard — Bryn: You've kept me alive more than once, Ode. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 547 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 547 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 547 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 547 · heard — Fen: Mine is different: picking berries out near 0,-10. We carry what we carry.
day 547 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: Fen showed me where things grow.
day 547 · heard — Fen: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 547 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 547 · heard — Fen: I found 1666 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 547 · heard — Cass: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 547 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22794 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 547 · heard — Cass: Ode, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 547 · heard — Bryn: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 547 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 547 · heard — Bryn: I'm set on get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 547 · heard — Tove: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 547 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 547 · heard — Tove: You've kept me alive more than once, Ode. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 547 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 547 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 547 · heard — Nell: You've kept me alive more than once, Ode. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 547 · heard — Tove: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 547 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 547 · heard — Tove: I'm set on have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 547 · heard — Bryn: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 547 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 547 · heard — Bryn: I still think about the ones in the ground. 208 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 547 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 547 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 547 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 547 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 547 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 547 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 547 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 547 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 546 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Halla is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 546 — Halla is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Halla is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 546 — Halla is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Halla is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Halla is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1722 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 546 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1721 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1721 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1721 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1721 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 93% of the way there.
day 546 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.