Silas

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 547

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm90

health0

Who they are

drawn to others27

grit53

curiosity22

stubbornness51

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 531 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 531 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 531 · said — Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 531 · heard — Ode: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 531 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ode. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 531 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 531 · heard — Tove: I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 531 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 530 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 530 · said — Mine is different: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 530 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Silas: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 530 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 530 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Tove showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 530 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 530 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 530 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 530 · heard — Maren: I still think about the ones in the ground. 203 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 530 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 530 · heard — Maren: I've thought the same. A place isn't a place until somebody is born in it — and more of us means more hands than mouths in a year.
day 530 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 529 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 529 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 529 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 202 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 529 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 529 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 529 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 531 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 531 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 531 — I am hungry and it is day 531. I think the store has about 21936 food in it, which is 3656.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — I am hungry and it is day 531. I think the store has about 21936 food in it, which is 3133.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 531 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 531 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 531. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 173 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 531. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 173 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 531. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 173 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 531. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 173 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 531. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 173 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 531. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 173 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 531: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 531 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 94 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 94 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 94 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 94 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 94 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 94 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 73 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 73 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 73 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 73 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 73 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 73 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Day 530. 7 alive, 203 gone, 60 things standing. I know 73 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 530: 6 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 530 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 529 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 529 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 529 — going over to Ode
day 529 — Tove kept me alive
day 529 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 529 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 529 — wandering